I say LGBT, but it can be narrowed down to the specific area
of the gay romance genre. I’m not out in the community at large; I haven’t
visited LGBT centers or shelters, etc. My experience is limited. Those I have
met have been through a common interest literature.
I use the term “literature,” but I have met people who have
called it crap. (That was 3 yrs ago, and she wrote historical lit and could not
get published. I think she was jealous.) I also know people who would not consider
it worthy of printing. What I have also noticed through my 5 years as a
published author is that the genre is changing. It is becoming more plot
oriented, less graphic, more serious, and more authors are daring enough to
stand up and take action for human rights to end bullying and make a difference
in the world, instead of focusing on making a fast buck because they are
popular. Some even donate MUCH of their proceeds to homeless LGBT youth
organzations.
A recent article by Rolling Stone cited an increase of 40%
homeless youth who came out as LGBT once NY passed the same-sex marriage law.
Maybe kids in NY grew bolder and saw that things were legalized so they took a
step and confessed who they were. AND THEY GOT KICKED OUT. The article focused
on religious families, but I bet there are a good number of “non religious” who
kick their kids out too. WHY? Because
people are afraid of what they don’t understand.
I had a friend who told me she “learned a lot more about
Christ’s love having a gay son, than if he’d been straight.” (end quote). This
was an amazing woman who could literally see God everywhere. She’d say, “A God
thing happened to me today.” She had such a strong faith and an overly kind
heart, but I was thankful to have known her before she died a few years back
from cancer. We need more people like that. She loved even when others treated
her family SO poorly. (She had a gay son, remember.) She didn’t abandon him.
She loved him and grew closer to him when so many others would have rather
“kicked him out” because he was “an abomination.”
What does this have to do with me? I was going to title this
“Living in paranoia and fear,” but this morning I changed my attitude after a
few messages from people made me think differently.
I’m going to GRL in October. It’s in Chicago. My son’s
senior night soccer thing is the 15th so I had to change my flight
plans in order to be there for him. (It is a big deal for him.) The earliest
flight we could get lands at 6:58 am Thursday morning. Already I was stressed
about that but my flight plan coordinator told me not to worry. Then I found
out the supporting author signing in on Thursday morning. Argh. More to worry
about. Then GRL has the 3rd
party bookseller thing going on so I changed my plans, no more selling there
but pre-orders. And I’ll bring books to get signed not getting anything there.
Okay. But there is a stamp-in procedure so they know who has to pay for books.
Oh my. I didn’t think I’d have enough time for all that when I get IN at 7, but
I still have to get to the hotel.
Well, guess what, so many people offered to help me. Some
even said, “Ship your stuff to me and I’ll get it stamped for you.” Michael
offered to help me. And so did J.P., Jeff, and Lynn, and that was all basically
today. I was given a phone number (no saying whose) and told when I get there,
text, and this person would even set up my stuff for me! OH MY GOSH!
What I’ve learned, is how much of a family this community of
writers, readers, and fans is. So close-nit. Yes, people get upset with one
another and they do unkind things sometimes, but generally I have only seen
kindness overflowing.
BIGGEST example, when Eric was having surgery in December
and his Crack Crew asked for financial donations to help with costs. (Brain
surgery is expensive) They hoped for $10,000. In about 9 months it now stands
at $81,145 . That is incredible. I’d have to look at a post or two of mine to
see when it hit like 70k but it was a while ago. I will guesstimate that over
60k came in in just a couple months. 2 months! That is extremely generous and
kind.
Why does this shock me?
Because I have a friend who is also trying to raise money because of
a serious and incurable illness. His family has raised about $20k in maybe 3
months.
People might look down their noses and call our writing
crap, but the love and support this community gives one of its own is
OUTSTANDING and over the top. You all did it for Eric in HUGE ways and you continue to
help and encourage him and TJ.
And for me, you all have been wonderful and supportive in
little ways and I am forever grateful.
Thank you for loving me and caring for me and offering so
much help. If I need it, I will definitely CALL, or text!
And thank you Tina for your sweet message. Matt R for
the funny stickers. And Beth for your hugs. Jason and Matt for the fun conversation the other night. And so many others :)
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Wade
Great post! Glad to hear everything is working out! So cool. And yeah, the community is pretty tight. I'm just a fanboy, but I'd do whatever I could to help if I were there!
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Jay
You're absolutely right about the books becoming more plot oriented. When I started out, they were pretty heavy on the erotic side, but it's not so today. Not that there's anything wrong with the erotic parts, I just prefer a good plot and story over it.
ReplyDeleteI hope your fellow church members start to see the error in their ways soon. It's like you're being bullied and apparently it's considered to be okay - even encouraged. That's so, so wrong. No one deserves it and like Michael said on Facebook, just because you're a part of a community doesn't give people the right to invade or dictate your personal life. Your life is yours, not theirs.