Tuesday, January 22, 2013

To the Fans, By the Fans, and For the Fans!


As some readers (on goodreads AND on blogspot) may know, I get e-mails from fans now and then. I like “fan mail” as it helps me connect a little bit with the people that read my books, and what they say means something to me. Now, I realize that I am more likely to get an e-mail from a reader who LIKES my books. Rarely, if ever, does a reader e-mail an author to say, “You lousy scumbag, I can’t believe I read that trash!” Personally, I have read books over the years that I didn’t like but I don’t slam the author like that, and the world at large has also been kind to me when they dislike my books. Thank you. If I got “hate mail” I probably wouldn’t mention it on a forum like this anyway. In THIS forum, on the ever popular “blog” as it were, I am posting my delight over my “fan mail”.

A reader wrote this to me today: “I read your book in 24 hours and the beauty and the intensity of the emotions your writing evoked in me was such an amazing gift. I just wanted to thank you.” This is not the first time I’ve heard this. What threw me, was that this e-mail was titled: “Just finished your book- My Roommate's a Jock? Well, Crap!” I sat staring at the e-mail for a minute or two and responded as I normally would, but included my shock that it was over THIS book. “Jock” is not one that I have heard comments such as “intensity of emotions” mentioned. No.  With “Jock” I hear words like funny, cute story, Cole is snarky… (I’ll write more about compliments on Jock in a bit.) But I was not prepared to hear how deeply I touched a reader, and even invoked tears – WITH MY ROOMMATE’S A JOCK!!!!! How cool is that?!?

This reader told me that she and her husband (yes, the reader was a woman) have a relationship much like Cole and Ellis. She in fact is almost exactly like Cole, and his character - with his quirks and insecurities - resonated deeply with her. Her husband is like Ellis, and he calms her OCD and abrupt sarcasm with his patience and love. The reader also said: “He saved me when I was a hostile and angry 18 year old, and made me feel safe and loved. That scene at the party when Cole realized he could trust in Ellis to make it ok and he could let go of his stress, hit home to me. I rely on my husband daily to do that same thing. I close my eyes and know it will be ok, because he said so. So the love that developed and a lot of Cole's feelings and insights and especially all the loneliness and alienation that he went through in his childhood, I really connected with all of that.”

I asked of I could share this. She said yes.

This is just one e-mail. I get several here and there, but this one stood out to me because this type of thing happens to me a lot. I write something, it comes out of MY HEAD, I use aspects about myself, I write characters…. AND THEN I meet people exactly like I wrote! Or an even happens… EXACTLY LIKE I WROTE!! Way back when I wrote WLINE (When Love is Not Enough) in 2009/10, I had JUST finished writing it, and submitting it (the first time) and 6 suicides happened in September. I freaked out. I thought, OMG I just wrote about that! (As a side note, this event is mentioned in TCOL)… Anyway….

I say all that to say this…. My one reader who e-mailed today validates my thoughts, feelings, and characters. There are people who will come along, read one of my stories, and say “This would never happen in real life! No one ever acts like that.” Or whatever. Well, here you go! At least ONE PERSON can relate to Cole and Ellis on a very deep personal level. And for that, I’m glad! So thank you reader for telling me that!

Jock MAY have dropped to #2 in sales on Amazon, but it is #1 with my fans! They are the greatest! And because of “Jock”, WLINE is getting a little residual attention. (which I love.) Readers are also begging for more and badgering me to finish edits on TCOL! (which I love.)

So, announcing here first, the first round of edits are done! WHOOHOO! And to re-cap: 1. Grammar and word corrections from editor throughout original document, 2. Second run through to rewrite bits (4 chapters in all) that are not up to snuff and, 3. Read back through for consistency after all edits are in. But getting this far is exciting. It is one step closer!

More from the fans:
Mack's review:
Wade Kelly, who I've never read before, really has a quirky way of putting a story together. Each character has his own voice in a way that I've never come across before but it really works.

Monika: Cole is my kind of character he’s snarky and a bit neurotic but sweet as pie he made me smile and chuckle more than once and Ellis was a perfect match for him one balancing out the other.

SueM:It's basically a sweet story that is saved from being overly so by some funny, snarky dialogue - particularly from Cole - as well as a small but healthy dose of drama.

Hans: (I had to include this because I rarely hear someone comment about the sex in this way.) “Oh btw, if you find sex descriptions offensive, don't do there... If you do, you'll find them oddly well written, not tacky or distasteful at all...”

Paul: What can I say? I loved this!! Wonderfully funny and touching characters that I couldn't help adoring.

Hrtnsoul28 I was expecting a funny silly book. What I got was a funny enlightening book.


Anyway… that is all for now. If you read Jock, and haven’t read WLINE, maybe give it a try. It’s emotional, YES, but worth the tears. So I hear.  ;-)

Thanks for dropping by. And thank you to ALL the fans who e-mail me. I love it! You’re the best.

~Wade




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Saturday, January 19, 2013

No One Pays Attention Anyway

On Saturdays, I mean... The weekends seem to be the time when I receive the least amount of e-mails, notifications, and/or comments. Just makes me wonder what people get up to on the weekend. Do you all read? Family time? Yard work? Or what? The weekends seem to be when I have to most time to reply to e-mails or comment back about my writing, but readers are not that active. When do YOU have time to get on Goodreads? Or check your blogs? I try durning the week, but my time is more of a hop-on/hop-off thing. I've been trying to blog more. Twice a week. For a while I had nothing new to say and it felt boring. And lately I'm basically repeating myself. "My book this" and "my book that", are you bored reading about the reviews I get? I'm hoping that if I list some reviews and tell people out there about the success of my latest book, that maybe my book will get read by someone new. I'm hoping my comments and rambling monologue will catch the eyes of someone new and intrigue the person enough to read one of my books.



Has that happened for you, Reader? Did you read something I wrote and think, "Hmmm, I think I'll check out Wade's book?" Or am I correct to think that no one reads my blog?

(I ask rhetorically, yet I know it's not true)

But seriously, SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS are really slow around the Internet! Very few comments or reviews or ratings happen on Saturday. Just a thought that I had to throw out there.

So in the interest of writing something interesting for the one person (hahahaha) that checks my posts, I have been editing most of today so far! The Cost of Loving is coming along. I'm on page 212 of 332. Chapter 25! (out 37) The first stage of editing is correcting the grammar and changing words that my editor suggested. I look at her draft, and then I revert back to my original copy of TCOL and make changes. Here is an example of what I'm doing:


Why am I doing it like this? I hope that my repeated mistakes will sink in! Because, YES, I make the same mistakes over and over and over! After I cross of the words my editor changed, and put new ones in in red, I plan to start all over from page one. I'm going to keep the marked up copy, (like I would if it was a hard copy with real pages) and open a new document as I work on the content. So stage TWO will be content. I need to delete redundancies and condense information into a simpler form. That is, IF this book can become simpler when the topics and events in Matt's life are anything BUT simple.

So... show of hands, who is waiting for The Cost of Loving? (and reads my blog either on Goodreads, or on Blogspot) List a comment. Say HI. Bagger me to get the editing done. Knowing that you (the reader) are out there waiting is what spurs me on to write more. I need you. :)

Wade


PS: In case you are interested... There IS an excerpt on my website. ;)

PSS: "Jock" is Still #1 on Amazon!  (10 days in a row now!), WLINE was on Amazon's top 100, but has slipped away again, sadly. And Jock is #1 on Dreamspinner Press for it's 13th day in a row! :)

Thursday, January 17, 2013

A STRONG 4 Star book

Hello readers. Me again. When I have nothing NEW to talk about, I guess I need to revert to talking about what I know. My Roommate's a Jock? Well, Crap! is selling well. :) This makes me happy. It is still #1 On Amazon. One FULL week! For those who have not read it yet, it seems to fall into the strong 4-star category. But, as with When Love is Not Enough, I tend to get a RANGE of reviews. But as of right now: 59/ 5-stars, 101/ 4-stars, 53/ 3-stars, 7/ 2-stars, & 8/ 1-star. See- wide range. But 4 is more than likely what you'll feel after reading it. I have lots of reviews on Goodreads, but I tend to forget that people review it on Amazon too! I peeked there today and here is what I found:


Had to post a screen shot! I like the flag that says "#1 Best Seller"!


5.0 out of 5 stars A Jock!?, January 15, 2013
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This review is from: My Roommate's a Jock? Well, Crap! (Kindle Edition)
This is a fun story featuring a delightful and frustrating nerd and a getting-it-together jock who learn that communication is the key to happiness.Fun-filled surprises await the reader.


5.0 out of 5 stars Wish I Knew People Like This, January 14, 2013
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This review is from: My Roommate's a Jock? Well, Crap! (Kindle Edition)
I loved this book. What really did it for me were the characters. Everyone should have a lover like Ellis. He was so sweet, but not perfect and made his share of mistakes. Sometimes when I read about college kids, authors make them seem wiser beyond their years. Wade just let them learn about friendship and love through their experiences. I found Ellis so endearing and romantic. Cole was the opposite. Surprisingly the concept of opposites attract works here.

Most of the book is from the POV of Cole. Cole's seriously concerned with his studies and it could be argued displays some of the stereotypical behavior of a nerd. His OCD was crazy, but funny. Throughout his life he's learned not to expect too much out of life or people. Ellis in many ways is the typical jock with the exception of also being dedicated to his studies, a virgin, and a romantic. Of course the situation of this coupling would result in some angst, but the humor was both the laugh out loud and knowing giggles kind.

Additional enjoyment came from the secondary characters. I loved Rob and Russell. They were hilarious. Everyone should have friends like them. As the main characters progress through the story line, the variety of characters and their enteraction with Cole and Ellis is striking. It made the storyline interesting and unpredictable.


5.0 out of 5 stars Great Book!, January 13, 2013
By 
PTR (Dallas, Texas USA) - See all my reviews
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I was hesitant to buy this because I thought is would just be another "formula" type novel. I was wrong. The author's style made this a very enjoyable story about two people coming to grips with their own fears and problems in order to get together. A very enjoyable story.


5.0 out of 5 stars made me laugh for hours, January 11, 2013
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This book is so funny and well written,I was really impressed. I don't write reviews often, but felt i needed to. If you are looking for something light and fun that still has a serious side, read this. I loved ALL the characters, and the polt was really well done. He needs to write another book with these characters.


5.0 out of 5 stars Definitely Worth the Read, January 9, 2013
By 
Morpheus814 (New Jersey, USA) - See all my reviews
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This review is from: My Roommate's a Jock? Well, Crap! (Kindle Edition)
Coming out is a difficult process. In this book, we have two college students who could not be more opposite. Cole is cynical and reserved. He is fastidious and demanding. Ellis is open and friendly. But, Ellis is having issues. He is having a hard time coming out and only has Cole to help him. With supportive friends and family around him, Ellis realizes that he can have his Cole. This book is not about the ending but the interaction of people in order to get to a predictable conclusion. Now, here's the part that makes it worth reading. Ellis' friends, Rob and Russ, are devoutly religious and love Cole so much that they stand beside him throughout the process. There are parts that seem a little trite but they help to fill out the characters. The characters all have flaws and no one is perfect. But, the love and support of nearly everyone is enough to make you heart expand. As mentioned, contemporary social issues and some politics make their presence in this book but they are not onerous nor are they judgmental. The book puts these issues in to make the point that there are things in life that are unavoidable and there are ways to handle those issues. A gay bashing can be used to bring people together or tear them apart. Sex can be used to bring people together or tear them apart. I especially loved the part when Cole was trying to explain to Ellis that everyone has a role to play in intimate circumstance. When we play a part in the bedroom that is not the role we were meant to play, things get messy. Read the book and you will understand what I am talking about.
Going back to Rob and Russ for a second. These characters are really a couple of characters. They will have you in stitches and you cannot help but to adore them. I really did love this book, even barring the issues that it has. Some of the contemporary social issues could have been expounded upon a little deeper. The antagonist could have had a little more depth and explanation. He seemed to have been thrown in as an after thought. But, all in all it was was worth the money and I intend on reading it again in the future.


There are more reviews, 10 so far, and I am grateful for all the readers who took the time to post a review. And to those who posted in several places, THANK YOU! I know it is a pain to log in everywhere just to post the same comments. But not everyone is ON Goodreads. Ya know? I appreciate my readers telling the great wide world what they thought of my book. Even the people who hate it. You heard me! I learn from bad reviews, as well as good ones. Of course, ALL AUTHORS want good reviews. I'm a praise junkie. I LOVE to hear how much you liked my book. But to be fair, there are going to be people who hate what I write. Constructive criticism will help me know what doesn't work. Will I change the way I write the next one based on your 1-star review of my book? Um, maybe. You don't know. I'd rather have honest thoughts. If you read it (any book of mine) and love it, AWESOME! But if you hate it, that's okay too. Not every book is for every person. I'm learning as I go!

TTFN!
Wade

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

“Jock” is still going strong!


Yes, My Roomamte’s a Jock? Well, Crap! is STILL #1 on Amazon.com’s “best Seller” List for gay fiction! This is the 6th day in a row! So freakin’ exciting for me. My novel is also still the #1 BESTSELLER on Dreamspinner Press!! No small feat either! It has stayed in that #1 position for the last 9 days! I obsessively check because I think “any day now it will drop to #2 or farther down the list.” YET, it amazes me by holding onto the #1 spot. Should I jump up and down and rejoice over this? Heck yeah! I’m a relatively new author! My first novel (When Love Is Not Enough) didn’t rise that high. People are intimidated by the “bittersweet” tag and have told me so. My Roommate’s a Jock? Well, Crap! is far from bittersweet. It is totally different, yet still has my personal flare of writing style and voice. (Which can also turn people off, fyi.) I think I’m an acquired taste. Or perhaps the readers that love my stuff are patient and know (hope) I will improve with time. 2 novels out! I’m just beginning to write the stories that are jumping in my brain!

So again, I am shouting out a BIG thank you to all my fans and readers for continuing to buy “Jock” and support my writing. If books don’t sell, publishers are less likely to want more from a writer. Your support helps me tremendously!

After the completely edits of The Cost of Loving, (TCOL) I may submit the manuscript one more time to TRY to get it published conventionally. Although, I AM using my awesome cover! (Determination there.)

“Jock” being more mainstream has helped me a great deal as well. My reader base has grown. Some readers have e-mailed me to thank me for “Jock” and told me they purchased WLINE as well. (When Love is Not Enough.) If WLINE grows in popularity than I can only imagine the spurt of sales from TCOL once it hits the stores! We shall see.

I guess that is all for now. I need to go EDIT!!

~Wade

Here are some reviews I’ve gotten lately on “Jock”:

Reviewed by: Lucy

Rating:  4 hearts
Review: I think I would say the beginning of this book was a 4 and the last was a 3 or maybe a 2.5.  Cole is a sarcastic, OCD, spazzy sort of guy who protects himself after being bullied in high school.  He has a judgmental attitude toward jocks due to that time and so wants nothing to do with them.  Cole was really luck in finding housing outside regular dorms and even luckier to find a roommate, Jonathan, who turned out to be the best kind of friend, one who put up with him, cared about him and made him know that he wasn’t unlikeable.  Uh oh, but now Jonathan has graduated and is moving in with his girlfriend, leaving Cole to find another roommate.  Stan, the housing manager, gives him some time to do so but then takes over.  Cole makes Stan promise, NO JOCKS.  Whoops is in order when soccer player Ellis shows up, soccer playing buddies in tow.  Cole is losing it.
Cole remains sarcastic and OCD throughout the first half then he sort of softens some, getting lovey and sappy about Ellis.  He’s still all snarky at times, but he is so adorable, feeling special to be Ellis’ first.
Now Ellis is a change the other way.  I loved him at first, all shy, sweet, virginal and wanting special.  He hides from himself but is hopeful.  Then he has Cole, they make love, and he’s emasculated, terrified, helpless.  I wanted to hug him and make sure he knew, it’s going to get better. Even as he treats Cole absolutely horribly, due only to his own fear and insecurity, I was still with him.  When he purposely misleads Cole about Sara, he lost me a bit, intentional pain to someone you claim to care about isn’t cool, Ellis.  Where he lost me totally was at the end, when it becomes clear that whatever Ellis says, being the bottom is being emasculated.  It didn’t come across as a preference for me, since Ellis very nearly lost Cole due to his inability to deal with it.  He claims Cole wasn’t less manly for taking it, but to do so threw Ellis into asshat territory and threatened his self image.  No, Ellis, you aren’t worthy of Cole.
The book is written in various points of view and I have to admit I didn’t understand why Ellis’ mom’s POV was in there.  I liked that she was in it and that she was needy and imperfect.  And that her own insecurities didn’t allow her to see how much her son did love her, but that she got to grow into that knowledge.  This is I liked a great deal.
Besides Cole, what kept this firmly in 4-heart rating territory for me was Rob. He’s a great friend, he’s very religious and he’s reconciling it all without ever judging or moving away from his friends to do so.  (He’s way more comfortable than Ellis is, let’s face it).  He doesn’t want to know details, he wants his friends happy. If only every person could see that.  Russell as well is just a solid, loyal person.  Mike?  Well, it’s too bad he’s there but there are far too many “Mikes” in this world to be discounted, unfortunately.
This was a very character driven book in my opinion with well drawn characters who made me smile or want to shake them (*ahem, ELLIS) but who made me want to keep reading.



REVIEW
This is the first book I’ve read by Wade Kelly, even though I’ve been shamefully putting off reading his earlier book that scares me, When Love is Not Enough (a Bittersweet book). So I’m not quite familiar with Wade’s writing. I will say though, that I think this is one of those books that gets wildly different reactions from reader to individual reader, and whether that’s indicative of his whole body of work, I’m not quite sure. So this review is more subjective than most. I do think, or at least guess anyway, that if you were going to try out this author’s style (and other readers can tell me if I’m wrong and they’re incredibly different) that you should go with this book simply because it is lighter in tone and I assume because of that has/will find a much wider reader base.
Playing on the ever popular trope of jocks and nerds, MRJWC introduces us to two characters with quite a few neuroses. On the outside, Cole fits the stereotype and his are blatant. He’s OCD, can barely socialize and has made very few friends, and is well, prickly. After Cole’s best friend and roommate graduates college and moves to live with his girlfriend, Cole is forced to accept a new roommate in the apartment he rents in college. He knows there’s almost no chance of finding someone he got along with as well as his last roommate, which is why he fights the housing Dean’s decision as much as possible. He does what he can, however, which is plead with the man not to assign him a jock. That’s the one thing he won’t be able to take.
He knows he’s doomed from the moment his new roommate (who is HOT) shows up with a pack of straight men who roll around on the floor like puppies. They’re on the soccer team, and it looks like the dean has ignored Cole’s wishes. But, was it for his own good? Ellis isn’t the dumb jock that Cole had assumed and is even harboring a few choice secrets of his own that might make them compatible in ways Cole has never found before.
My Roommate is a Jock? Well, Crap! is certainly a less than conventional title  but I think that it gives a clue to the reader right off about the author and the book. It’s a quirky title that suits Cole and I think also suits the author. I could be totally wrong about this, and I apologize in advance if I am, but by reading this book alone it seemed to me that Wade Kelly is an author who makes choices in a different way than is conventional. Of course, how readers respond to that is always different, but there are many authors who I could think of that have a stylized voice (Mary Calmes is one of those), whether it changes from book to book or not. I’ve noticed that many reviews and readers have also commented that they didn’t understand certain aspects of the story, or choices in the story. I could see that a few times. The POV changes are a stickler for some people, but without any hard and fast rules myself, I did find the addition of minor character’s POV somewhat disengaging. The writing seemed edgy to me at times. That might not be the right adjective, I’m not sure. It reminded me of reading fanfiction or self published works where there wasn’t a point for an editor to get in there and dull the sharp edges. To someone like me who reads so much m/m published by a handful of select e-publishers, that’s refreshing and often why I like to read online fiction. All of this came together for me as a book written by an author who seemed to make choices based less on the overall big picture and more on specific issues — the characters, the style, personal preferences, etc etc etc.
Take from that what you will. I’m not sure I got across what I was trying to say, but it was an elusive feeling I was trying to capture.
I suppose that overall and after finishing I had a few problems with the book, but as I was reading it I enjoyed it. Whether you will or not depends on whether you can get behind the characters and the style. I think most readers will, and from what I can see they are so far. I didn’t love it, but I did like it and I enjoyed the chance to sample Wade’s writing without reading his Bittersweet novel first.

Saturday, January 12, 2013

It's my BIRTHDAY and I'm on top!!

MUAHHAHAHAHAHA! Catchy title, eh? I'm finding that the name and/or cover of a book is seriously helpful! My cover is awesome! I was super excited to get it and find that Cole and Ellis where how I described them on the spec sheet. (There were only two minor changes and ta-dah!) But THE NAME catches people's attention. My Roommate's a Jock? Well, Crap! Who wouldn't want to read that? LOL

So, yeah, it's my birthday, and what an awesome present!?!?! My book is STILL #1 on Amazon.com' Best selling Gay Fiction list! This is DAY 3! I'm shocked and delighted! This book has been out for 12 days. Hear me? twelve days! In 12 days, it has 169 ratings on Goodreads.com. My first book, When Love is Not Enough, (WLINE) has 202 ratings in 16.5 months!! This book ("Jock") is WAY MORE popular. Of course, I kind-of knew it would be. Let's face it, a "bitter sweet" novel about suicide is NOT a popular topic! And readers do judge their books by the cover often! It has been a very long time since a reader rated WLINE on goodreads, but the wait was worth reading these 8 words, " I really like your stuff, please write more." This wasn't in the review, but in the comments underneath. The rest of the review said: "This is a wonderful, remarkable novel. I won't go through the entire story since so many other reviewers have discussed it. I want to address some of the other reviewers' comments about this book. 

First, the story is absolutely terrific and believable. I know some people have questioned the rapid way that two of the main characters need each other after Jamie's funeral, but that makes complete sense to me. (Maybe, you have to live through it just once to understand the strong bond that can develop in the midst of a tragedy.).

Second, how many of us have looked to our parents for unconditional love as we were trying to come out to ourselves and others? It makes no sense when some reviewers say the reason for Jaime's suicide was "such a small thing to push him over the edge". I think is absolutely the opposite: the complete rejection by a parent (even one as miserable as Jaime's mother) can have profound effects on a person's self-worth. And, that was the straw that broke the camel's back in Jaime's fragile life. I think it was a realistic view on the torment that pushes a person to take their own life.

Third, I have to agree with some of the other reviewers about the three main characters in this book. They were so deeply developed that it was like peeling an onion to try to get to their base emotions. I have not seen this sort of depth of character in a single novel in the few hundred or so novels that I have read in the past year.

Finally, and is comment is meant for the author (because I know you read these Wade). If you don't finish the sequel soon, I an going to track you down and force you to write every single day until it's finally finished.

This was most certainly not a typical romance story -- it was so much more than that, and it was my privilege to read this book.

If I could give it more than five stars, I would. But, on goodreads' system, it's 5 out of 5 for me.

And freakily this post is all to one side? Weird. Anyway. That was a really nice review, and I'm glad people are taking an interest in my first novel again. But back to "Jock"....

Another really cool Birthday present is that RAINBOW BOOK REVIEWS posted their review of My Roommate's a Jock.


Finding your way in the world is a complicated series of ups and downs, hits and misses, but sometimes...you get it exactly right. When this happens, it's the best feeling ever. Cole, of 'My Roommate's a Jock, Well Crap!' is one of those people with a dark cloud over his head. Almost everything he does goes wrong, so he's come to expect it. He's developed a pattern of rejecting people before they reject him. Cole has compensated for this by becoming a self-proclaimed Geek and as OCD as possible. He doesn't feel right unless he can control his environment and, let's face it, relationships are never easy and seldom under our control.

Cole, like many geniuses, is a complicated guy. In some ways, he's brilliant about coming up with solutions to problems, but give him a simple communication issue, and he's bound to mess it up every time. In other words, his people skills suck. Part of this is because he's withdrawn, become a recluse because it's less painful than getting hurt. When he loses his roommate, who was also his best friend, he's terrified of who will take his place. He doesn't take change well. He prefers his emotions to be kept in a specific place, just like the rest of his OCD life, contained, familiar. When his worst fears are realized and his new roommate, Ellis, also happens to be a soccer player, totally into sports, sociable, with lots of loud friends, the struggle begins. Surprisingly, Ellis is not just like the other jocks. As Cole tries to become more open-minded about Ellis and his world, even more internal struggle takes place. Cole, in his all or nothing kind of way, is ready to go forward with his newly awakened feelings and understandings and takes it too far, too fast. Life lessons are never easy.

I really loved Ellis. He's generous and trustworthy. He's a good friend and likes everyone and, consequently, people like him, not just because he's an athlete, but because he's a good person. In many ways, he's the opposite of Cole. Where Cole is closed and distant and often pessimistic, Ellis is open and affable. As wonderful as his feelings are for Cole, they are also terrifying. He loves Cole, but being with him means completely redefining himself and that's never an easy task. When he steps out of his comfort zone, he's overcome with feelings he neither understands nor is able to work through. In so many words, he's a mess. He knows how he feels but can't justify this with what it means to have it; so he retreats, but even he's not entirely sure what he's running from or even why. He has a lot of decisions to make and none of them are easy, but he has a good heart and a positive attitude and this influences his path to happiness.

This story had me cheering for Ellis and Cole from the start, even if I wanted to knock some sense into them at times. One thing I particularly liked was that Wade portrayed Christians in a positive light--open, generous, and accepting rather than the negative, bible-beating, bigots that we so often see in gay literature--a shining example of how unfair and unwise it is to lump any group of people together when presenting them.  Cole and Ellis are symbols of what we can be without our prejudices and assumptions. I'd recommend this book to anyone who believes that love can have the endurance to overcome the multitude of problems that life throws in its way. Thanks, Wade, for creating this uplifting, although angsty at times, story; it will always have a special place in my heart.



DISCLAIMER: Books reviewed on this site were usually provided at no cost by the publisher or author. This book has been purchased by the reviewer.
Formatebook and print
LengthNovel, 262 pages/83758 words
Publication Date31-December-2012
Price$6.99 ebook, $16.99 paperback
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As Chris in this first posted review seems to capture the essence of Matt and Darian, I think Lena Grey is dead on with understanding what I was trying to write in Cole and Ellis. As pointed out by a reader, I DO read all of my reviews. (The ones I can find.) And I am learning from mistakes. There are a few things I didn't think of until pointed out. Mike's POV is one, and the extraneous chapter on the mother... yes, I get that is should have been cut... but, I'm learning. Sometimes I just can't figure out what to change because it falls out onto the pages the way I see it in my head.

Thursday, January 10, 2013

#1 Best Selling Gay Fiction on Amazon

Can I say "Holy Shit!" one more time? I am stunned. I've been hoping it would creep up to #1 on Amazon, but that shifter book was #1 for a WHILE and I didn't think mine could bump it. So, I'm shouting out to all of you in the great wide world who bought My Roommate's a Jock? Well, Crap! I appreciate your support SO MUCH!! I was told I'm #2 in Germany!! AND #2 in the UK! And I found out I hit #1 on Amazon in the USA by two fans. How cool is that! I got people watching over me and bringing my success to my attention when I wasn't aware of what was going on. THANK YOU Brad and Cy!! You two are awesome!

I know fame is fleeting. This rise will not last and I have to cash in on it! I need to write MORE. I need to deliver better quality reads! I promise I'm working on it! My first priority is to finish working on The Cost of Loving. This book has been in the works SO LONG that it is painful! Three rejections, two beta readers, and a professional editor later, and I am working through FIXING the MS. (Manuscript.) One of the coolest things about this manuscript is that, it isn't published and yet it appears on Goodreads.com. WHY? Because an anonymous fan added it! That alone is very flattering. I owe it to my readers, especially the one who added the book, to finish it and publish it. I have a cover. I have a person willing to help me format it for self-publishing upload. Life would just be that much easier if it was with Dreamspinner.  But since it is not, things take longer. Bear with me, please.

I've also thought about some snags that will delay things. Not really snags, just more work I cause myself. I use cross-over characters. You didn't know that. (Maybe.) I liked when TV shows did that and so I kind of did it myself. But it complicates matters. I have to make sure dates and ages match up! Now I find I need to make a chart and stuff with years and character names to keep things straight. One reader brought up that she noticed Matt and Darian mentioned and took a second to realize it was "THE Matt and Darian." Made them sound famous! LOL Well, "Jock" was intended to be out after The Cost of Loving. .... And then it wasn't. It came out first. Because of that I changed things. Darian was originally IN "Jock" but I removed those parts and wrote in Lori. (Darian's best friend.) Lori has a larger role in The Cost of Loving. But you must remember, TCOL comes chronologically before "Jock". Not that it matters, I'm just putting out information. I'm working on edits today! Seriously, I am!

But while I work on EDITS, I have to work on promotion of my current stuff. I don't promote well. I have no money. And I have little time. This is NOT my day job, no matter how much I wish it was!! I need help from all of YOU!! My readers, my fans, my followers. Tell people what you thought of my book! Buy my T-shirts. OR, better yet, visit local LGBT friendly bookstores you know and request the book, and the T-shirts! hahhaha. Visit Cafe Press. I know they are expensive, but I don't set the price. Not really. I make like $1.44 for every T-shirt that is sold. I just tried it, and if you search "My Protons Have Pride" my T-shirt comes up!
There are loads of other products besides the T-shirt, like mugs and stuff. I bought a shirt from both Cafe Press and Zazzle and I think Cafe Press has better quality. Although I have to say, don't go too dark if you pick a different style shirt. I think the design gets lost. I also did TWO OTHER SHIRTS! One that reads "If it isn't snide or contemptuous, it isn't worth the time to say it." This shirt is hard to read online. I ordered it, and as soon as I get it in I will take a picture to upload. If I can't read it, I will redesign it! (The link is: http://www.cafepress.com/cp/customize/product.aspx?number=765603459 )
I also did one that is "Ellis's". Referenced in the book! "I'm not messy, I'm demonstrating Chaos Theory." This one can also be found on Cafe Press. (Click here!) The pic is of a white T-shirt, but again this logo comes on everything that Cafe Press offers! And I also uploaded it in Blue letters. 

I plan on having a section on my website of my favorite T-shirts. Ones I OWN, ones I created, ones I like. SOON! Everything just takes time!

If you haven't read reviews of "Jock" and are thinking of buying it, here are just a few:




What a great read this was.
Wades characters were so believable especially Cole and his snarky ways.
Now I'm anxious to read Wades other books.
One of the lines in the book I liked the most:

Meredith looked at him. “That’s a quote from Airplane. Surely, you’re too young to know that movie.” “Airplane II, actually. I watch a lot of movies and I memorize dialogue easily. It’s a gift.” Cole shrugged casually. “And please, don’t call me Shirley.”

Kelly, Wade (2012-12-30). My Roommate's a Jock? Well, Crap! (Kindle Locations 3608-3611). Dreamspinner Press. Kindle Edition.

by Dee H.Date Added: Thursday 03 January, 2013
I couldn't put this book down reading it one sitting. I was laughing and crying and wanted to slap Cole (the nerd) to wake up and smell the jock (Ellis). How an intelligent, soccer dude could put up with his roommate's OCD was beyond me. However the development of a relationship that lead to a long courtship was the charm of the novel. Secondary crazy ass characters brought charm and lightness into the picture. A laid back hot jock and controlling nerd mixed with romance and a little sex: A great formula. I loved it...

Rating: 5 of 5 Stars [5 of 5 Stars]

5.0 out of 5 stars LOVED THIS BOOK January 10, 2013
By Chris
Format:Kindle Edition|Amazon Verified Purchase
LOVED this book....a very nice read with plenty of romance. This writer has a lot of heart and soul....read it!


More to come! Thank you all for reading it!

~Wade oxox